In the end, we find life is an
endless series of internal spiritual surrender of situations that force us to
let go of our old limiting beliefs, which, one eventually finds, were only the blocks
from our Source of All Good.
Oftentimes over the years this surrender has
resembled a nervous breakdown as it involved letting loose of some of the
innermost protective mechanisms devised to avoid this painful process. Often I
felt vulnerable to every possible nightmare and fear imagined—unfortunately,
this is part of the process and the only passageway through. In this dark
internal barren wilderness, my real self was finally coming to surface. This
was not a death: it was a birth of spirituality, which is to say all good.
Christians call it being saved or reborn. This horrific and intense but quite
necessary time of grieving is a pruning and purifying, cleansing time of the
soul.
I finally found the meaning of ‘Resist not this
evil’ for it is making room for tremendous spiritual gifts to bring back and
heal others with—realising this nowadays, I relax and let it all come up and
out.
(Joe M.)
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